胡思乱想

用忙碌来麻木生活！
最近一直忙作报告，
一直让自己沉迷于更有意义的事情上！
将某些想念化作平淡，
希望黎明就快来临。。。
假如忽冷忽热是应有的表态，
再多的言语也是多余！
如果事情很简单，
那是我太复杂？还是我的过于单纯？
原来，
愈想忘记，感觉却愈深！
希望大家都快乐平安。。。。。。

无言

把手机关了。。。
希望，有更多的空间作更多的事情！
有时候想想，要忘记一个人其实也不太难，
只要少联络，少碰面就行了。
好想好想，就这样子，
以后一直都这样子！！！！
在混乱中纠缠，寻觅答案的去向。
可能，
你我都懂，只是还未发觉！
在错误中成长，在流逝中觉悟，在等待中错失。。。
过程与结果，
结果与过程，
该追寻什么？
。。。。。。。。。。。。

终于

终于，对某些事想通了，
可能，很多时候真的是这样，
是你的就是你的，不是你的强求也没用！

二日游

好久都没有这种感觉，跟哥哥相处的这两天实在太开心了！虽然咱们做了整快二十年的兄妹，只有这次是真正有被呵护的感觉。大家一起血拼、看电影、吃饭、聊天。。。。好久都没这么逍遥的过日子。
自从咱们那次闹到不愉快过后，大家心中都有块刺吧？冷战了整一年，直到大家彼此分开离去，那块刺才渐渐消退。。。
偶尔悄来的消息，可能并不想听，可能根本没兴趣知道，但都没断联过！一直保持电话联络与短讯比见面更为效用！
虽然每一次的会面都是些不愉快，但每次的分离却是多多的不舍。每次的唠叨罗索可能是我无法接受的，但。。。都好感动！
每次看着离去的背影，眼眶都会湿湿的！只有不转头的先行离开。。。
好想家，好想家，好想好想。。。。
好想快快回家，好想看到爸爸妈妈，好想哥哥。。。。
好想好想回家！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

满怀心事

走在同一条街的大家，
虽然打打闹闹，嘻嘻哈哈，哈拉哈拉，
但，
都有着自己的心事！
我们，
不再是同一国的人了，
当，
彼此的感觉已逐渐走远，
直到。。。。再也看不到！
曾几何时，
我们有着共同的目标，
共同的理念，
共同的感慨。。。
现在什么都没有了！！！！
要怎样，
我们才能寻回当初最完整的一块？
可能，
我们再也回不去从前，
可能，
我们就此遗失了当初，
可能，
我们都不想再去追回，
可能，
我们都有太多的可能。。。
好希望，
大家还是一起的！
我们还是我们！！！！
属于咱们的过去。。。
是不是就这样算了？
我的彩虹，
谢谢你陪我走了那一段过程，
好开心，
好开心！！！！
虽然，
那已是过去，
还是会继续怀念。。。。

离开

这次她要离开了，
带着当初回去的喜悦，
和现在的不舍！
我们都是这样，
与日子重叠在现实生活中的当下。。。。
距离，
究竟是不是一个大问题？

交错！

在适当的时间，
适当的地点，
遇上适当的人！
很多时候，
我们徘徊在交错之间，
或许，就只差那么一秒，
我们擦身而过，
再也遇不到了？
那个人不一定是你的另一伴，
可以是朋友，
可以是长辈，
可以是我们想不到的意外。。。。
很想一个人的时候，
可以打电话，
可以sms，
可以留言在对方看得到的地方，
可以。。。。
只要不会造成对方的困扰就好了！
实在很想一个人的时候，
可以干脆告诉对方，
我很想你！！

falling in love...

just now met a fren in icq,
she said that she is falling in love.....
the guy is her classmate when we r in secondary sch!
she is happy but oso sad!!
she dont know whether the guy like her o not,
o he just want to be a fren only??
she dont know...
n cant to ask him...
she is chaotic, n dont know what she can do!
she sms him everyday,
call him bcoz want to hear his voice,
thinking of him when miss him very much....
in fact,
she is love him.........
without any reason,
she love him!!
everytime,
we love someone without any reason,
just love he/she only,
thats all......
oneday,
when we r really met a ppl we want,
but u r not his/her want,
then,
we find it again, again, again n again,
until tired,
until sad,
until give up.....

。。。放假。。。

这个星期学院放假一周！！
理应来说应该是兴奋的，
因为可以睡到自然醒，
不用顾虑隔天的课有多早，
也不需被闹钟吵醒，
感觉很好！！
然。。。
要命的报告一大堆！
为了避免临时抱佛脚，
未雨绸缪还是好的。。。
所以就拼拼拼！
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

曾经以为。。。

曾经以为，只要作适时的等待，那个最好的就会出现！！
可是，孰不知在等待的过程中，那个所谓最好的可能就在那一霎那间流逝了。。。
前晚遇到一个朋友，知道他对她的执著依旧放不下。
他反问我，什么才是放下？怎样才算是真正的放下？
我顿时间支支吾吾，答不出个所以然！
可能，我们彼此心中都已有了答案，只是大家都明知道那是极难做到的！！
也有个朋友，在流连于他与他之间，不知哪个才是真正对她最好的。。。。
我们一再追求，一再等待，也一再受伤！
可是都未曾放弃。。。。
对某些事的坚持是好的，因为我们都不懂最后将会有什么变数出现！
可能，我们所等的答案会在最后出现？

静静的。。。

有时候，就想这样静静地，
什么都不想，什么都不做，
就等时间慢慢地过去。。。
有时候，想让生活过得废一点，
不要太认真，不要太拘束，不要想太多，
就让它一切顺其自然。。。
有时候，就想一个人，
一个人过自己想要的生活，
不要配合太多人，
不要符合别人，
只要自己快乐就好！

two website...

u can visit it when u fre...
that is my two website...

http://www.crayon.net/read.cgi?chuayewyong@yahoo.com.tw

http://del.icio.us/yychua

three special's blog...

I find this three special's blog in few days...
I choose of them because their designs are really special and best!!!!!

http://svicideking.blogdrive.com/
Special on this blog because of its blogger! I think this guy is a unique person; he likes to post about his life, dreams, loves and anything near of him!! We can see that it have dialogue in his posting, it’s like novel when read it.
I can know more about this guy on his blog. He gives vent to his spirit by his blog. All posting on his blog is about his feeling, what he see on that day, what his feeling on something that it had happened.
Sometimes, his friends will give him comments, and give him reply on his posting…
It is a nice blog that I have seen!!!

http://chunglern.blogdrive.com/
This blog also special!! Blogger of this blog take his life in his blog, he take many photo on his posting, that we can see what he life going on!
Design of his blog also so special, like his blogger! His design is especially on his title, another’s blogger, photo on his life……
His posting about his life that what had happened, this guy has his own opinion, and initiative when choose of something. I like this blog because of his words! It is really nice when read…

http://www.galnexdor.blogspot.com/
This blogger is a sport girl, she takes her life on it, can know that she is active, open-minded and straightforward. She does her blog with great concentration and can see that how she loves on her life, family, friends and her sport. I learn many things on her blog, she is rich on meditate!
I think she is balance many think in her life, she is positive when face of problem!

Conclusion of these three blogs is: good!!!!!
All of them use their blog with their own diary, they post their happy, sad, and angry… it is a good job!!!
Last week, Mr oon ask me that I love blog or not?
I answer without said anything, and then shake one’s head! And say no, I don’t like it…
I want to explain that I not mean that I don’t like blog, but did not want to do it like homework… I want my blog like my diary, but not do homework……
Anyway, I think I will start to do it from now!!
I want my blog like that three blogs, I will post anything I want, and try to chance it from now!
Sir, thank you for ask we to do this assignment, it teach me that how to use blog!!! It is not only to do homework, but also can make it wonderful!!! I will be good at use it…
So happy after do this assignment ^-^…

Sulawesi Sea belong to whom?

After a major of earthquake happen in Indonesia, they had already faced of many problem...
Now, Malaysia and Indonesia were engaged in endless disputes of oil filed in the Sulawesi Sea! Deadlock of this problem had carry on one month, and never be settle by now.

This case start of Malaysia allow company of Shell to extract an oil, but faced of complain by Indonesia. Indonesia think that the place is belong to them, Malaysia didn't have organ of powers to do that. They are angry of this!!

In other word, Malaysia think that this problem have been related of islands Sipadan and Ligitan. In the year 2002, Malaysia also have a problem with Indonesia, they also course of strive for this two island. Then, this case had settle through the International Court of Justice. I think that maybe Indonesia don't want to lose this island from Malaysia again, they already lose and be unable to take island before. So, they want to fight for Sulawesi Sea course of oil-rich.

Protesters in Indonesia was too angry of Malaysia, they trampled on and burned Malaysia flags in 3 Indonesia cities. Emotion of Indonesians become too chaotic and uncontroable. This action make me think of the China and Japan. They also had some fight for island before.

Indonesia had sends warship in dispute with Malaysia. This three warships are KRI Wiratno, KRI Rencong and KRI Nuku, and patrolling the Ambalat area between the coast of Sabah and East Kalimatan province. Is it will be a threaten?

About this news, it has affected nearly 100 websites in Malaysia and Indonesia. This case come be look down upon. Although it had already happend about one month ago, but it still not be settle now. Is it will make the appear of war??

What will happen after that? Then who will win in this case? and Sulawesi Sea will belong to whom? Sulawesi Sea is a oil-rich place, who get it and who will be rich i think!! But if it make any worried to the world, that it is worthless....

... love ...

this is a love...
to whom u want??
to yr family? lover? fren? or the other...??
anyone,
hop u can find a person then give him or her....

alone...

thanks for yr appear when i m alone...
maybe u never talk with me,
maybe u dont understand what i said,
maybe we r in different world,
maybe.......
anyway,
thank u very much, my friend!

r u waiting for something?

i dont know whether u r waiting for something o not?
i just only want to tell u,
i m!
what i m waiting now?
what i m waiting for?
maybe i oso dont know the answer!
but,
its really,
o of we are waiting of something,
either u know o not...

hey hey hey...

hey!! c here......

wrong by whom???

we want truth!!!!!

That is a serious insurrection between Japan and China today!! This incident had continuosly few day ago, and not be standstill until now...
Who will make an apology in the end??

World War 2 is a great sad by anyone, especially to Chinese. They had a major lost in the time, not only material goods, but also a wound to one's psyche. We can't experience on it, coz we are not the people on that time......

History is a lesson to person, place, ever and a world! We must learn more on it and don't to repeat it again. The most important thing: history is a truth!!!! We can't try to change it without reason, we can't make it just only because of our benefit, and we must accept it although it's a great sad by anyone, we must accept it!!!

Textbooks is the most important thing to a school and student, what the textbooks write and what students know on it. Changes the history on textbooks is a shameless! How can Japan do like that?? It can't be excuse!

I read the news last week on newspaper, so shake on it coz can't believe that it is true, can't believe that Japan will do like that!! I found that many news about this, and carry on few days...
"Some people in Beijing organised a demonstration themselves in protest against the wrong attitude and practice Japanhad taken recently on the issue of its history of aggression,"

Chinese is so angry on it, they can't accept that Japanese have gone too far!! Chinese try to demonstrate for against there angry. They are uniting to appear a group and protest on Japan.
More than 6,000 Chinese protesters held a noisy but peaceful rally on Saturday in Beijing, demanding a boycott on Japanese goods to oppose what they called efforts to deny Tokyo's wartime atrocities.

China try to control the chaotic on it, but the group is too big and the people are too many, the government are tired on it, and make the Japan think that China try to indulge their people...In fact, China had try to calm their people, and hope they will sane to settle this problem, not like take this section!
China appealed to anti-Japan protesters who stoned the Japanese embassy and ambassador's residence in Beijing on Saturday to be "calm and sane" in their demonstrations, Xinhua news agency said on Sunday.

Some of the Chinese are really angry on Japanese, they are too excited. Their conduct in many sections, not only boycott on Japanese goods, but also burn a Japanese flag.
Scores of unarmed police watched but didn’t intervene as the crowd of mostly young men burned a Japanese flag and marched through the university district in the Chinese capital's northwest.

Japanese are worry on it, they are communicating with Chinese now, and hope will have a good ending. Anyway, Japanese also can't apologize in this part. They didn't have a good reason that why the changes of history will made by them. Explaining of they are not logic that I seen on newspaper.
Nearly half of Japanese polled identified eroding public safety as their biggest concern, surpassing worries over the lackluster state of the economy for the first time in an annual government survey, according to reports.

What will Japan do the next step? If they will apology to China? Or flaunt their strength again? Anyway, hope that this incident can make the Japanese feel self-reproachful, and have a good explaination to the world!!

Flowed past of Pope John Paul...

Pope John Paul is a person who respect by any place in the word!
Passing of Pope is a great losses that it had......
Many people are sad when heard this new, and can't believe on it, although it had been a reality now.
Media in Malaysia also post this news few days ago, this influence is becoming greater and greater!

A swelling tide of faithful have flowed past Pope John Paul's body in an outpouring of affection to repay the Polish Pontiff who reached out to millions during his 26-year papacy.
As hundreds of thousands of ordinary people queued for hours to pay homage to the third-longest reigning pope, the Roman Catholic cardinals temporarily running the Church met to discuss plans for Friday's funeral and the election of a successor.

Some people dead in stirring and seething, some people dead without know by anyone...
All of we will dead one day later, but that is when? We don't know...
If we can think how we will died one day?
Is it in helpless or unregret?
Anyway, we can choose what we want to alive now!!